Question? Are there any answers?

This evening is one of those times when I really need someone to talk to, or maybe I just need someone to sit with me while I contemplate this past week.

But it is a typical week night, I am home from work, trying to get dinner made, the kids are scattered doing their own thing, and Jeff is still at work.

I am searching for some answers.
Answers to tough questions that don't come that easily.
Questions like;
What should I do with my life?
Should I go back to school or not?
What would I possibly study and why?
Am I where I should be in my work?
How can I balance work and home more efficiently?
Why have I not been content with being a stay at home mom?
Could I be content staying home now?
Can I afford to not work financially?
Would I survive spiritually?
Why am I always searching for more answers?

I know that no one can give me the answers I am searching for.
I have to look for the answers within myself.

But as I sit here on the back porch with the dog at my feet I can't help but wish I had some company. Thor is a good dog, but I am fairly certain he isn't really listening, and even if he was listening I feel like an idiot talking to him.

I hope someone gets home soon.